internal resources

HELP.  That was what I was sure I needed so many years ago.  I was 19 years old, on my own, far from home, and I was asking for money. How difficult it is to ask for what we want, especially when we are in the midst of the struggle.  Now in reading that old letter, my fears and concerns were clearly very serious and real.  I had no idea how I would make it.  It seems to far away, but I can still feel it’s intensity in my chest and in my toes, even now, so many years later. …